(Colson Baker/BazeXX/India Quateman/Bo Rande/SlimXX/Kirstine Stubbe Teglbjærg/Tobias Wilner)
Intro: Naomi Wild Am G F I seek you out, flay you alive Am G F/A One more word and you won't surviveAm I didn't leave a letter on my desk saying "goodbye" F People think I left even though I'm still here Am Pressure made its way through my chest to my heart like a spark does F Fireworks on the new year Am Burning me alive life imitates art F There are flames on my arms tattooed right here Am F Bury me alive disappear underground, where they found me before I ever had this career, mmm Am F I seek you out, flay you alive Am F One more word and you won't survive Am F And I'm not scared of your stolen power Am F I see right through you any hourMachine Gun Kelly Am C I'm staring at a diamond knowing that they are forever F Even if my body isn't still around to wear 'em Am C Seats are only full at funerals and not the weddings F Only vows I made the other person couldn't share 'em Am C Know that I'm a monster like the one under the bedding F Afraid of having kids, I'm scared I'll be just like my parents Am C These were my decisions now this cross I gotta wear it F Self-inflicting these incisions, here I can no longer bear it, uh Am I won't soothe your pain Am I won't ease your strain Am Look, I'm sick of sitting inside of this room 'cause every thought I got's negative Am I'm sick of not being able to sleep and relying only on a sedative Am I'm sick of hearing another voice telling me what to do in my head again Am Psychiatrist said he's imaginary but I know he's real if I said he is Am Fighting with myself so I can't help that I'm competitive (Yeah) Am This movie is my life but I still remain uncredited (Uh) Am I don't care how big I get, I still remain unedited Am I built this from the ground up, y'all just living it Am Long hair, don't care I'm not trimming it (Ey) Am Fuck vanity, caught up in an image made by the internet Am My insanity's imminent (Uh) Am All sharks I'm swimming with (Uh) Am What's hell, I've been in it Am My happiness is bankrupt but my credit card's unlimited (Uh) Am G I seek (Fuck) you (Yeah) out F Find you just to remind you, that when you're born an anomaly F Nowadays it's probably gonna be harder to find you Am Don't leave the past behind you G F Don't forget all of the fans who ride F Go back and open up the catalog to my first songs that rewind you Am (Uh) Remember the things that drive you (Yeah) G F Remember the feeling of being alone in a home as a kid F Every night with the struggle of having nobody to cry to Am G F Growing up and having trust issues now to everyone I say bye to F Looking up at the sky I found a destination to fly to Outro N.C. Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh N.C. Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh